The Truth or Just Misunderstanding?

Cmane nk start eh.. Im a bit confuse.. Smuanye start dgn mistake n misrep yg later jd fraud by silence n then tjdnye breach of promise n finally caused frustration n damage.. The pain sgt2 mnyakitkn.. Tuhan je yg taw.. Hnya self defence yg bantu kuatkn hati utk went through all that.. Kesabaran n ketabahan utk mhadapi n melalui sume 2 hnya dsbbkn rase sayang.. Klw x, da lame move on n leave out all that..

But sume 2 ade limitnye jgk.. If happened b'ulang2 kali, kuat lg ke hati nk accept? If hati n prsn dlukai btubi2 n dicarik2 into pieces, ade pluang lg ke utk cantumkn blk? Pe yg nmpk wrongdoing kte je.. But is it wrong if kte sayang sum1? Is it wrong if kte jd over acting sket smata2 nk make sure bout sumtin n nk protect pe yg kte ade? Is it wrong if kte try defence diri bile org hurt kte even dye x sengaje? Bkn intention kte pn nk cr pasal, jauh skali wt criminal offence, sbb 'heart' offence xde dlm Penal Code pn..

Kte x penah minx rase sayang 2 muncul tp Allah S.W.T wujudkn rase 2 dlm hati tanpa kte sdar.. Kte ade hati, prsn n maruah jgk.. Fkr la psl others b4 making any statement.. Sbb statement 2 myb ble hurt sum1 n jd defamatory.. Mulut org kte xle duga n control, mcm2 people can say sbb kt Msia ni kn ade freedom of speech.. But.. Jgn sng2 nk lpaskn geram wlau mrh cmane pn kte n then sng2 jgk come back utk apologize.. Apology kt open court pn ade condition nye..

Hati gurl ni mdh tguris tp klw btul caranye, sng je nk sejukkn.. Klw rase xle fulfill janji, jgn la bg hrpn.. Gurl akn jd realy2 affected if sum1 guris n tglkn dye especially sum1 dat realy2 special to her time dye sgt2 perlukn sum1 utk support dye.. X sume gurls same, ade yg ske wt kptsn melulu tnpa fkr akibatnye dlu tp mrh dye 2 xkn lame.. Bile gurl tgh mrh, jgn tmbhkn lg kmrhn dye dgn ckp yg bkn2 n tengking2, cuba act with common humanity.. Api xle lwn dgn api.. Mst ade sbb knp klw gurl 2 ignore je even da try nk berbaek smule.. Myb hati dye da sgt2 hancur n need time 2 recover..

Plus.. Myb its time 4 u  2 know yg even slame ni dye sng nk maafkn n byk bg muka sbb tlalu sayang, tp jgn ske ambk ksmptn.. Sbb, dat will not last 4eva sbb ade masenye nnt dye akn letih utk mngalah.. Time 2 hati dye akn jd lg keras dr batu.. 2 la.. Sape suh jd selfish n x fkr lgsg psl prsn org?


Smntara 2, cuba fkr n renung blk cmane lynan kte kt sum1 2 slame ni.. Ntah2 mmg ptot pn sbb kte x penah reti nk hargai bile dye ade kt sisi kte.. Muhasabah diri blk, jgn asek nk blame others.. Klw da taw dye cmane, ptotnye kte cuba la sdaya upaya nk jage hati dye.. Bkn ambk ksmptn dgn abaikn dye sbb taw dye sng memaafkn.. Kononnye sbb necessity.. Ni bkn jgk act of God tp act of our heart yg mmg xtaw appreciate sumtin smpai its gone..

Mmg memafkn org 2 lg mulia dr meminta maaf tp utk kte memaafkn org yg da byk sgt sakitkn kte is not dat easy.. Tp klw btul2 ikhlas n tulus rase sayang 2, insyaAllah Tuhan akn lindungi hbgn 2 n lmbt laun hati akn lembut.. But myb not now.. So, moral of the story, jgn take things 4 granted n hargai la pe yg ade b4 its gone or it will be too late 2 regret!