Cermin diri ye :)

Salam.. Sy ade tbaca satu artikel dr sumber yg x brp nk popular sgt ni.. Psl cermin diri.. Satu je nk ckp.. Pertuturan kite mcerminkn sikap kite.. Sng je nk taw betapa buruknye perangai seseorg tu, bile mulutnye seakan2 xde insurans yg mahu menaja, maknenye sikapnye sgt2 la ehem2 ye.. Pe yg kite blaja ttg agama kt skola dr dlu2 kne dipraktikkn, jgn blaja agama pd namenye aje tp hakikatnye mulut suke mcarut,tgn suke mnyentuh bnda haram,kaki tu jejak disko,pub,dsb.. Smoga dijadikn pedoman buat kite sume terutama kwn2 yg sgt sy kasihi ye :)

Juz shut up.

Salam. Helo everyone. Juz to share with u guyz how confusing i am.
(Hey u, i know u will read this hee)

Sy xkcau hdup awk, tp awk dok menyendeng2 kt hdup kami.
Sy ckp leklok, tp awk degil jgk.
Bile sy warning cara kasar sket (x brp nk kasar pn sbnrnye hehe) , nnt jgn la kutuk2 ye.
Da awk g kcau hak org, sape yg x mrh makcik oi?
Confuse2.

Honestly sy xsuke cr gdh dgn org ni.
Tp sy plg pntang klw org sentuh hak sy.
Awk mcabar sy, tahu?
U can do whateva u want, but dun mess with me.
U hav ur own, so whats the point to interfere with my life?
Suke sgt ye? huhu.
Its not my fault if yours cannot entertain u whenever u want.
But dun disturb mine.

Its not dat i feel insecure or what.
Im totally sure u hav no significance anymore in his life.
Tp lumrah la makcik yg pmpn suke jeles.
Its funny sometimes.
Tp da namenye syg, of course la jeles.
Klw x jeles tu yg pelik sesgt.
Maknenye xbtul2 syg la sbb x kesa hak sndri dikcau  haha :D

Klw awk kate sy emo, cube fkr blk pe yg awk da wt.
Sape yg emo sbnrnye skrg ni?
Klakar la awk ni.
Actually i wanna thanx u a lot.
Awk mceriakn hdup kami.
Mcm satu ujian yg mngukuhkn kami lg. hee ;)

Klw rase ade pape x puas hati dgn sy, juz say it out loud.
Klw xde pape, juz shut up.
Myb thats better, awk x skt hati, sy pn hapy :p
Smoga awk bhgia, huu :D
Oppss! lalalalalalalalaaa~

Wondering....

Manusia boleh berubah sekelip mata. 

Ibarat baru smlm, namun hakikatnya bertahun sudah berlalu. 

Kufikirkan sudah tiada apa.

Kuandaikan sudah selesai semua itu.

Namun begitu, ada yg tidak enak dlm hatiku.

Ada sesuatu terjadi tanpa pengetahuanku.

Apakah benar naluriku ini?

Kejujuran, kesetiaan & kepercayaan itu tunjang sesuatu phbgn bkn?

Tidak kutahu siapa yg memulainya.

Tidak dpt kutafsir apa yg diinginkn lg.

Di depan lain, di blkg pula lain.

Talam dua muka sungguh!

Hidup ini punya karmanya.

Mungkin hari ini hari aku.

Tp esk lusa, siapa yg tahu.

Mungkin ia akan berbalik kpd kau smula.

Jadi sematkanlah di benakmu.

Fkr-fkrlah sblm memulakan lgkhmu.

Dikhuatiri akan terkhilaf pula lgkhmu itu.

Mgkn pdmu tiada salahnya.

Tp adilkah?

Seharusnya kau ltakkn dirimu dlm situasiku.

Sukakah kau pabila diperlakukan sedemikian?

Usah menipu, usah bilang kau tidak seteruk aku.

Memang mudah mnyalahkan org lain.

Selagi ianya tidak dialami sendiri..

Fellow UIA..huhhh

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.. Myb post kali ni akan jd emo sket. So kpd sape2 yg xpuas hati hrp maaf ye. Saje nk meluahkn rasa hati psl sorg fellow kt mahalah nusaibah ni. Xtaw la pe mslh dye tp suke sgt cr psl dgn student2. Da dgr mcm2 cte dr kwn2 psl mdm yg sorg ni. Tup2 dye jd fellow blok mira plak.

Ok, i admit mmg slh mira sbb x prsn sticker tu da expired SEHARI. Tp biase la kn, mane la nk prsn bnde2 remeh cmtu sbb sbg student kte kn bz dgn asgment lg, test lg... Nk2 plak time ade spotcheck tu tgh bz study utk test. Mmg x ingt lgsg bnde tu da expired.  Slame ni pn mira mmg xpnh nk bwk brg2 msuk secara haram, mst regster punye. Klw x pcy tny la bdk2 ni yg slalu bkunjung ke bilik mira. Tp da nsb x baek kn, so ttb ade spotcheck plak. Mira x kesa la kne saman tu, sbb even expired sehari pn tetap dikire slh kn. Yg xpuas hati nye, knp la dye g ckp klw g byr sticker br keesokannye, dye xkn issue compound????  Klw nk saman, trus bg surat saman nye la, xya ckp cmtu. Tup2 xle check result sbb ade saman. Hampeh btul, beriya la kte ni pcy n g byr sticker br trus esknye tu. Klw ckp kne saman kn senang, ble trus setlekn kt bank je. Knp nk kne menipu tu??? Kn da mnyusahkn org. Haish... Xtaw la pe ade dlm fkrn dyorg ni. Saje nk ambik dwet dr student kn.

Lg satu, klw ye pn nk saman, ble x update saman tu secepat mgkn? Knp nk kne tgu da cuti sem br nk update??? Nk expect student yg da blk kg masing2 dtg uia smule semata2 nk setlekn saman tu? Helo.. Common la, tlg la fkr logik sket. Bknnye ade org nk tanggung kos kitorg pegi blk kn. Kitorg pn bknnye anak datuk2, datin2, raja2 sume.

Lg satu, kitorg ni dilayan mcm ank tiri tp bdk2 MRC bkn maen lg ditatang bagai minyak yg penuh. Mentang2 dyorg baek dgn mdm tu, so dyorg buat slh pn mdm tu ble tutup mata je kn, buat2 x nmpk. Compartment dyorg mdm tu lgsg x pnh jejakkn kaki walau seinci. Dyorg bwk bnde2 yg dilarang ie RICE COOKER, memasak tung tang tung tang xkire pg2 buta ke tgh2 mlm ke smpai blackout2 satu blok C tu, xpnh plak mdm tu ambk kesa kn??? Adil ke mcm tu? Taw la kamu bkn lecturer yg ajar law, xtaw sgt psl UNDANG2 & KEADILAN ni.. Nsb baek la principal ktorg tu ok, baek sesgt. Yg mslhnye cume fellow ni sorg je. Hrp2 fellow ni dpt jd mcm mdm noraini tu, korg buat baek cmane pn xkn ble nk rasuah2 dye, sntiase adil dgn sume org.

Huhhh.. Sumpah rase sgt2 x puas hati dgn ketidakadilan yg blaku ni.. Nk buat aduan, xtaw la plak nk adu kt sape. So lpaskn kt blog ni je la. Hrp2 mdm tu sdar pe yg dye wt ni x btul n berubah sempena tahun br maal hijrah ni. Sekian. Wassalam~

Berzaujahlah..

Fenomena sekarang...

 Cinta yg suci seringkali dikotori dgn maksiat.

Bukankah nikah itu jln halal utk bcinta?

Cinta itu lbh indah jika dinikmati slps nikah.

Tidakkah terlintas sdkt pn dlm hati kamu wahai si teruna utk menikahi si dara?

Benar, pelajaran & cita-cita itu penting.

Namun...

Ingatlah wahai teruna!

Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. juga bpesan agar segera bernikah andai sudah bertemu calonnya.

Adakah kerana belum pasti calon itu benar2 sesuai?

Atau bimbang tidak mampu mberi nafkah kpd bakal bidadarimu & cahaya matamu kelak?

Usah bimbang, kekayaan & rezeki dpt dicari melalui pernikahan.

"Makanan dua orang dapat mencukupi tiga orang, dan makanan tiga orang dapat mencukupi empat orang." (Riwayat Bukhari & Muslim)

Wahai dara..

Beristikharahlah.

Andai baik agamanya, terimalah dgn redha.

Tidakkah kamu mahukan keberkatan dariNya?

Sesungguhnya ia amat mudah dicapai melalui pnikahan.

Wahai teruna..

Andai nafkah yg jd phalang, ingatlah bhwa rezeki Allah itu amat luas.

Andai org tuamu phalangnya, musyawarahlah dgn bhemah.

 Setelah kukuh keyakinanmu, berkhitbahlah.

Seterusnya, sama2 lah bdoa agar dipermudahkan nikah itu.

 Wahai dara..

Pandangan si teruna mampu menembusi dasar hatimu.

Ingin disayangi itu fitrah dirimu.

Emosimu seringkali mengatasi logik akalmu.

Air mata teman setiamu.

Dan....

Pertolongan si teruna amat didamba utk melengkapimu.

Wahai teruna..

Peliharalah bicaramu dgn si dara.

Takut rosak hatinya.

Peliharalah akhlak & imanmu.

Takut jatuh darjatmu.

Hati si dara mudah tercalar.

Air mata cara luahannya.

 Maka fahamilah kecerewetan si dara itu ada sebabnya.

Renung-renungkanlah~

Sweet n simple :)

Manusia x dpt dipisahkan dr prsn ingin disayangi dan dicintai kn?
Manusia juga ada angan-angan dan impian yg ingin dicapai kn?
Nothing much to ask, just a sweet and simple life to share with sumone
that can show me the right path,
either in this world or in the Hereafter.
Nothing much to say, just to show sumtin.
Sweet and simple.
Thats all i ask :)

May Allah bless us.

BROKE UP.

Boy : I broke up with her.

His Best Friend : What happened?

Boy : She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend : What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy : Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance.
Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed!

She' s so insecure..

His Best Friend : So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep
your eyes locked on her?
She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl
under your sleeve and not think otherwise?
I see..

Boy : Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am,
who I’m with, telling me not to do this, not to do that.

She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend : So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being?
Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you? I see..

Boy : But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean.
She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend : So, you broke her heart because she has feelings?
And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy : I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily.
I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying!
I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend : So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you
to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could
find out later and hurt even more? Because she just wanted the guy she
loves the most  to love only her? I see..

Boy : Well, she..

His Best Friend : You broke up with her because she’s good for you?
She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish.
Are you proud?

Boy : I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening..
What happened to me?

His Best Friend : You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see?
You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.
___________________________________________________

**Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the BEST for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out...

Hatiku Berbisik...

Pejam celik, pejam celik, tup tup da lbh dr 1 1/2 thn  kitorg knal.. Mcm2 yg dpt mira discover psl dye, dr sebesar2 fact smpai la ke sekecik2 fact skalipn.. Tp hati mira gembira, tenang, senang.. Sbb mira taw mira da jmp sum1 yg ble bimbing n jage mira smpai la mira mhembuskan nafas terakhir nnt, insyaAllah dgn izin Allah kn :))

Byk yg menarik minat mira psl dye ni.. Yg paling mira xle lupe keikhlasan dye nk jdkan mira suri dlm hidup dye.. Mira ingt biase2 je tp rupe2nye dye da ade byk perancangan utk ms depan kitorg, dr mira grad nnt smpai ke ms tua kami.. Alhamdulillah.. Saat dye bcerita psl plan2 dye 2, mira ble nmpak muka dye berseri2, mira ble nmpak kesungguhan dye, mira ble nmpak kejujuran dye.. Mmg mira pn x sangka dye seserius tu.. Bgs la, akhirnye Tuhan bukakn hati kami utk menerima satu sama laen dgn hati yg tbuka, redha dan seadanya..

Hidup ni bkn mudah.. Kte perlukan each other utk bantu satu sama laen, utk bg smngat tatkala slh seorg dr kte ade mslh, utk bg kekuatan tatkala slh seorg dr kte nk mnyerah kalah.. Kte perlukan kesetiaan, kejujuran dan keikhlasan dlm sesebuah hbgn.. Sebesar mane pn slh yg tlh kte buat, pengakuan adalah lbh baek dr dye mdpt tahu sndiri.. Betapa hancurnye hati org yg dikhianati hny dpt dirase oleh org tu sndiri.. Klw btul kte sayang, jgn sesekali buat sesuatu yg ble mhancurkn hatinye, sbb hati yg hancur sgt2 susah utk dicantumkn kembali.. Peringatn ni utk mira jgk sbb kdg2 kte x sedar dan x tahu menahu pn pe yg kte buat tu melukakn hatinye.. Klw ade, mira mintak maaf ye :)

Hatiku berbisik..

"Riak wajahmu penuh kedamaian..

Pandanganmu dilimpahi kasih dan sayang..

Senyumanmu mengukir kebahagiaan..

Pertuturanmu penuh sopan dan santun..

Suaramu pengubat hati yg gundah..

Tingkah lakumu penuh tertib..

Dirimu bijak mngawal keadaan..

Akalmu mudah mcari penyelesaian..

Hatimu penuh harapan dan keikhlasan..

Betapa beruntungnya diriku memilikimu.."

Smoga Allah merestui hbgn kami dan permudahkn sgala urusan kami.. 

Smoga kasih syg ini bkekalan..

Dan smoga Allah mnyatukan kami dunia akhirat..

Aminn~

CELARU.

Knp dgn arini ek?
Serabut. Celaru.
Why all of sudden sume tu nk muncul blk?
I juz wanna move on la.
Pls. Dun disturb me anymore.
U r absolutely my past.
No more place in my life.
Im not gonna look at my past anymore.
Juz live ur life la.
G maen jauh2. Shuhh2.
& for him also.
I hope his past pn g maen jauh2.
Let us build our new life tgther.
& for all, pls be reminded dat he's mine.
Ckup la asalkn korg ingt.
He will be the first & the last chapter in my current life.
My whole entire life will be juz btwn the two of us.
We will build our love tgther until the end of our lives.
Im sure we will, insyaAllah.
& i do hope so.
I realy do.
Bcoz i love him so much.
& i know he loves me too.
Dgn restu sume org, smoga hbgn kami kekal ke akhir hayat.
Pray 4 us.
Aminn :)

Air Mata Wanita

Salam..post ni diambil dr seorg kenalan..sgt2 menarik..sbb tu nk share dgn sume..ni la sdkt sbyk yg dpt mira kongsikn..jdkn pedoman k :)

Wanita ni hati dye sgt lembut, mudah tersentuh & sensitif.. Air mata wanita ibarat senjata utk melemahkan hati sape2 yg melihat especially lelaki..

Knp air mata wanita ni sng sgt mengalir?

Sesetgh lelaki rase mnyampah kn klw tgk pmpn nanges sbb bnde remeh.. Tp korg kne fhm, wanita ni nanges klw bnde tu btl2 mnyentuh hatinye je.. Nk2 klw org yg disygi x ambik berat psl diri dye.. Nmpk kecik je kn? Tp bg wanita, bnde tu sgt terkesan dlm hati dye.. (Dah fhm skrg wahai lelaki?)

So kne la pujuk, tp pujuk pn biar kne caranye.. Bak kate Dr. Fadhilah Kamsah, "Jika isteri tgh mnangis n mahu dipujuk, suami kne gune cara terbaik, cthnye peluk isteri tu.. Klw xreti nk peluk, usap tgn isteri smbil snyum ke arahnye.. InsyaAllah lembutlah hati isteri tu.." (Haa dgr tu kaum lelaki yg bakal mjadi suami kelak)

Haa skrg nk btaw pe jwpn kpd air mata wanita.. :)

Allah ciptakan wanita ni dgn mbuatnye mnjadi sgt2 utama.. (Ingat ye :D)

Allah ciptakan bahu wanita yg mampu menahan seluruh beban dunia dan isinye, yg mana bahu itulah tmpat yg cukup nyaman dan lembut utk menahan kepala bayi yg sedang tidur..

Allah berikan wanita kekuatan utk melahirkn bayi dr rahimnye, walau seringkali dye dicerca oleh anaknye itu..

Allah berikan wanita keperkasaan utk tetap btahan dan pantang mnyerah saat sume org mnyerah dan bputus asa..

Allah berikan wanita kesabaran utk mjaga keluarganye, saat letih, saat sakit, saat lelah, tanpa sebarang keluh kesah..

Allah berikan wanita prsn peka dan ksh syg yg mgunung utk mcintai sume anaknye dlm keadaan ape pn wlpn anak itu seringkali melukainye, mnyakitinye.. (Sdgkn prsn inilah yg mberikan kehangatn dan knyamanan tatkala didakap oleh seorg ibu kn?)

Allah berikan kekuatan kpd wanita utk mbimbing suaminye melalui ms2 sukar dan mjadi pelindung bg si suami.. (Bukankah tulang rusuk yg mlindungi hati dan jantungmu wahai sang suami?)

Allah berikan wanita kebijaksanaan dan kemampuan utk mnyedarkan bahawa suami yg baik xkn melukai isterinye, (wlpn kebijaksanaan itu seringkali menguji kesetiaan yg diberikan kpd suami) dan agar si isteri tetap bdiri, sejajar, slg melengkapi dan slg menyayangi sesama suami isteri..

DAN akhirnye Allah berikan wanita air mata utk meluahkn prsnnye stlh tlalu byk yg ditanggungnye.. Allah berikan ini khas utk wanita gunakn pd bile2 ms.. Wlpn inilah satu2 kelemahan wanita, inilah air mata kehidupan..

Jgn tlalu ego wahai suami.. Klw ms bcinta lautan api pn sggp direnangi, knp tdk stlh bkahwin?? Di alam rmhtga la suami patut mberi lynn yg hebat kpd isteri..

Jgn mudah mnyalah anggap akan ksenangan wanita mngalirkn air mata.. Cuba selami hati wanita..

Wanita hny mahu dimanja, dibelai, terutama dr insan yg disygi..

Ingatlah di sebalik kjyn seorg lelaki, pasti ade wanita di blkgnye.. 

Sekian, wassalam.. :)

Statement of my fragile heart.

TODAY WAS A FAIRYTALE, u've got a smile that takes me to another planet.

Juz bcoz AIRPLANES in the night sky r like shooting stars, doesn't mean u can wish right now.

Im not Rihanna so i dun LOVE THE WAY U LIE.

Plz dun juz say u love me without PUT IT IN A LOVE SONG.

Im not easy to please, im only gonna BREAK YOUR HEART.

There must be SOMETHING MORE, do we know what we r fighting for?

Coz its too late to close your mouth, SHUT UP AND KISS ME.

Im feeling all right n u got me ALL NIGHT LONG.

Drenched in VANILLA TWILIGHT, oh darling i wish u were here.

My doubts fade away when im KISSING YOU.

U never say hey or remember my name probably coz u think u r COOLER THAN ME.

I will NEVER SAY NEVER, i will fight till forever. 

MEET ME HALFWAY, right at the boarderline where im gonna wait for u.

I'll never be the same IF WE EVER MEET AGAIN.

U r the best thing that's ever been MINE.

**kebosanan

Suka @ Syg @ Cinta?

Saat kamu MENYUKAI seseorang, kamu ingin memilikinya untuk keegoanmu sendiri.
Saat kamu MENYAYANGI seseorang, kamu ingin sekali membuatnya bahagia dan bukan untuk dirimu sendiri.
Saat kamu MENCINTAI seseorang, kamu akan melakukan apapun untuk kebahagiaannya walaupun kamu harus mengorbankan jiwamu.

Saat kamu MENYUKAI seseorang dan berada di sisinya maka kamu akan bertanya,"Bolehkah daku menciummu?"
Saat kamu MENYAYANGI seseorang dan berada di sisinya maka kamu akan bertanya,"Bolehkah daku memelukmu?"
Saat kamu MENCINTAI seseorang dan berada di sisinya maka kamu akan menggenggam erat tangannya...

SUKA adalah saat si dia menangis, kamu akan berkata "Sudahlah, jangan menangis."
SAYANG adalah saat dia menangis dan kamu akan menangis bersamanya.
CINTA adalah saat dia menangis dan kamu akan membiarkannya menangis dibahumu sambil berkata, "Mari kita selesaikan masalah ini bersama-sama."

SUKA adalah saat kamu melihatnya kamu akan berkata, "Dia sangat cantik dan menawan."
SAYANG adalah saat kamu melihatnya kamu akan melihatnya dari hatimu dan bukan matamu.
CINTA adalah saat kamu melihatnya kamu akan berkata, "Buatku dia adalah anugerah terindah yang pernah Tuhan berikan padaku.."

Pada saat orang yang kamu SUKA menyakitimu, maka kamu akan marah dan tak mahu lagi bicara dengannya.
Pada saat orang yang kamu SAYANG menyakitimu, kamu akan menangis untuknya.
Pada saat orang yang kamu CINTAI menyakitimu, kamu akan berkata,"Tak apa dia hanya tak tahu apa yang dia lakukan."

Pada saat kamu SUKA padanya, kamu akan MEMAKSANYA untuk menyukaimu.
Pada saat kamu SAYANG padanya, kamu akan MEMBIARKANNYA MEMILIH.
Pada saat kamu CINTA padanya, kamu akan selalu MENANTINYA dengan setia dan tulus...

SUKA adalah kamu akan menemaninya bila itu menguntungkan.
SAYANG adalah kamu akan menemaninya di saat dia memerlukan.
CINTA adalah kamu akan menemaninya di saat bagaimanapun keadaannya.

SUKA adalah hal yang menuntut.
SAYANG adalah hal memberi dan menerima.
CINTA adalah hal yang memberi dengan rela.

Torchlight Dinner?

Hee~ nk story sket.. Smlm genap smgu kte bpuase kn.. Alhmdulilah Allah pjgkn usia kte utk merasai nikmat Ramadhan lg skali thn ni.. Tp yg x best nye kn, ttb 10 minit sblm berbuke 2 satu level mahalah kami blackout.. Mula2 sbr la kn, mgkn dugaan Allah utk uji ksbrn kami sume.. 

Tgu pny tgu, mcm xde org nk report je.. Nsb bek mira ade simpan num Principal Nusaibah lg.. So terpakse la kcau Mdm Afridah time org sume sebok nk berbuke 2.. Tp fkr jgk la kn, xkn nk call, mgngu plak nnt so msg pn jd la kot.. Lpas berbuke tu mdm call tny cmane tp stil bgelap la kami.. Mdm ckp dye akan usahakn scpt mgkin utk fix dat prob.. Bgs btul mdm ni, thanx sgt2 :)

Then.. Ingtkn maintenance nk setlekn prob 2 scpt mgkin sblm berbuke tp hrpn la kn... Lpas isyak br dyorg nk baiki.. Nk xnk tpakse la kami berbuke dlm kegelapan mlm btemankn cahaya rembulan dan torchlight.. Romantik x? Haha :D 

Berjam2 jgk taw kami bergelap.. Xptot btul la sape yg memasak kt mahalah tu.. At least jgn la selfish sgt, fkr sket org2 len yg tpakse mnanggung akibat pbuatan korg smpai sume tpakse berbuke dlm gelap, panas etc..

Tp pape pn sume da blalu kn, so abaikn je la..

Sj nk bkongsi betapa concern nye principal kami n betapa romantiknye kami berbuke bersuluhkn torchlight.. Haha! Ni la torchlight dinner, bkn candlelight dinner taw~ An experience dat will nvr be forgotten for the rest of our life! <3

Akhirnya...

Pcy x berkat ksabaran kte akn dpt pe yg kte hajatkn? Mira xtaw korg cmane tp bg mira ia sgt2 btul. Bkn senang utk mira dpt pe yg mira hajatkn. Lame sgt kne tgu. Lame sgt kne sabar. Lame sgt kne usaha mcm2. Tp bgs jgk sbb manusia susah nk hargai pe yg dimiliki dgn mudah. Mira bsyukur wlpn mcm2 dugaan mira kne lalui tp akhirnye mira dpt miliki pe yg mira nk. Dan mira sgt2 hargainye sbb sgt susah utk mira dptkn nye.

Taw ke pe yg mira mksdkn? Hee mira xnk sebut tp biar la taw sndiri. Sape mkn cili dye yg terase pedasnye kn. Jadi tepuk dada tny selera k. Tpulang pd tafsiran masing2. Xde yg btul dan xde yg slh.

Mira hny mahu kongsikn dgn sume betapa mira hargainye. Mira gembira yg teramat sgt sbb dpt milikinye. X sume org ble dpt. Hny yg btul2 nekad dan sgp ambik risiko je mampu bertahan. Xpcy tny la sape2 pn. Org tdekat mmg sgt2 arif psl hal ni sume sbb dyorg tpakse bdepan dgn sume ni slame lbh setahun ni. Kesian korg kn kwn2, terima kasih yg x thingga dr mira utk korg sume.

Bila da dpt ni, mira hrp mira dpt ptahankannye. InsyaAllah mira xkn sia2kn dan m'abaiknnye. Klw terbuat jgk, tgur la mira k. Sedarkn mira blk ttg betapa payah utk mira dptknnye dlu. 

Mira manusia biasa je, mmg xkn pnh lepas dr wt kslhn. Mira hargai sume tguran korg sume. Mgkn korg x prsn tp sbnrnye mira ambk taw pe yg korg ckp n tgur mira sama ade secara dpn2 atau tersembunyi. Terima kasih sgt2. Mira akn cuba ubah pe yg x ptot plahan2. Hrp korg bantu mira dan bg mira mase utk berubah ke arah yg lbh baik k.

Sape yg xnk berubah ke arah yg lbh baik kn? Tu la yg mira inginkn tp xle la nk drastik sgt kn, mira xnk jd hipokrit pule. Mira hrp pe yg mira wt ni utk kbaikn mira di ms akan dtg jgk. Smoga sume bjalan lancar dan dpt berkat dr sume.

Mira akan cuba cr jln penyelesaian yg tbaik juge utk sume ni. Nsht2 dr korg sgt2 mira perlukn. Tgur la mane yg slh lg k. X kesa la secara sinis ke pe, yg penting mira dpt tangkap pe yg korg mksudkn. Tp klw ble dgn cara yg baik la, lg sng mira pertimbangkn :)

**Utk sape2 yg bkenaan dlm entry kali ni, terima kasih skali lg <3

Kehebatan Lelaki :)

Haha nk tgelak pule dgn entry kali ni. Tp cm best pule sbb saje nk share dgn u all lelaki cmane yg hebat di mata mira :D

1) HEBAT AGAMA 

Mksudnye? Hehe x kesa la muke hensem cmane pn, tp klw agama pn lintang pukang, lupekn je la nk nmpak hebat di mata mira k. Agama penting sbb bile kawen nnt, mira nk husband yg ble bimbing mira ke arah kebaikan, bknnye merosakkn lg mira. Lelaki kn ketua fmly, jd klw agama x hebat, dr mane nk msuknye nur n rahmat dr Allah ke dlm rmhtga yg dibina. Hebat agama ni bkn susah sgt pn, yg mjaga solat fardu 5 waktu nye, yg pndai mngaji, yg taw selok belok agama la pokoknye. Susah ke wahai kaum adam? Tepuk dada tny la selera msg2 k.

2) HEBAT PERANGAI

Perangai mcerminkan dalaman kte sbnrnye. Mmg la dun judge a book by its cover tp klw cover pn da bhabuk, bsawang, agak2 cmane dlm nye? Mst la da kuning pn kertas nye n koyak sana sini kn? So guys, jaga la perangai kamu ye. Hebat perangai dlm konteks hati mira adalah mjaga maruah dirinye, mjaga penampilan nye, mjaga masanye, etc. Pokoknye yg mjaga dirinye la. Mjaga kt sini bkn bmksd dpn wt len tp blkg wt len taw. Even org x nmpk pn, Allah tetap nmpk kn. Jgn jd hipokrit, klw rase ade yg x btul dgn diri kte, cube ubah plahan2, xperlu drastik pn. Asalkn perubahan tu ikhlas dr hati kite k?

3) HEBAT CINTA

Lelaki yg hebat cinta nye pule pd mira adalah lelaki yg setia, memahami & mhargai. Hee~ Bile btul2 jatuh cnta, dye akan wt pe sj utk hapykn gf dye. Haa senakal-nakal lelaki pn, hakikatnye sume tu just nk menggatal n x serius pn. Btul ke guys? Huhu. Bile ade probs pape, dye sgp bsabar dgn kerenah gf dye, i.e. lame cmane pn dye kne tgu, dye x byk songeh asalkn dpt jmp gf dye tu. :p N bile gf tgur, dye sgt2 mhargai tguran tu, x mcm tguran kwn2 dye yg biasenye dye wt endah x endah je. Yeke eh?

Hmm, klw kamu hebat dlm ketiga2 nye, hebat la kamu di mata mira. Tp mmg mira tgk agama dlu dr yg len2. Xde la penting sgt pn hebat ke x kt mata mira kn, tp rasenye pmpn len yg btul2 nk cr psgn hdup dunia akhirat pn mst nk ciri2 mcm yg mira nk ni jgk. Ni mcm guidance kt kaum adam je la, x semestinye kne ikut pn, hny cdgn ikhlas dr mira. Tp just as a reminder, my future husband mst ade ciri2 ni sume taw :)

Keras hati vs Cengeng ;)

Hmm..da lame x update..

Byk yg da jd tp xde mood nk cte kt blog ni..

Yg plg xdpt lupe ms bcuti satu fmly ke sabah aritu..

Lpas sekian lame tu la first time fmly kami bkumpul smula..

Sbbnye...

Abah keje kt sabah,along blaja kt india,aku pule kt gombak 2..

Yg tgl kt kuantan mak n adk2 ku yg btiga je..

Tima raye pn mst xckup corum sbb along xle blk :(

Sabtu lpas,stlh lbh krg sbulan jgk along bcuti n blk msia ni,

dye kne blk utk amik exam pule..

Along blk india 26jun2010..

Sdeh time nk htr dye kt klia tu..

Tp pg nk htr tu smpat btekak dgn dye lg tu dlm kete..

Huhu..tu la kami dr kecik2 smpai skrg..

Pantang jmp mst nk btekak,mcm anjing dgn kucing..

Tp along kate aku yg anjing sbb aku lg garang n xsuke mengalah :p

Haha pape la ko along~

Mmg aku yg suke 'mgigit' pn dr dlu kn hee..n ko byk diam je..

Tu la beza aku n along..

Aku keras hati tahap cipan n along cengeng tahap kambing kibas haha!!

Aku mmg xkn puas slagi xdpt pe aku nk tp along taw nanges je klw xdpt pape :p

Aku suke bdikari n mnyendiri tp along xle keseorangn n manje nk mampus~

Byk lg pbezaan kitorg tp klw nk cte smpai esk pn x abes..

Sape2 yg knal aku,korg nilai la sndiri..

Cmane aku yg korg knal,along aku ni opposite dgn sume tu hehehe :D

Tp pape pn,aku syg dye sgt2 sbb dr kecik aku bsame dye smpai la abes form5..

Lgpn aku kn langkau klas lpas PTS so sekelas dgn along la..

Lg la kitorg rapat kn..smpai kt skola mngh pn ckgu2 asek ttukar je,

kononnya sbb kitorg muke same..

Tang mane same pn xtaw la haha~

Da la same2 pngwas,lg ckgu2 cnfius..

Kecoh satu skola psl kami,adk bradik 'hot' la konon ms tu :p

Tp along xle lwn aku kt skola tu sbb aku plg byk wt hal..hoho :D

Along baek sgt tp aku noty2 sket,suke wt bnde ikt hati even against school rules :p

Tp sbb rapat dgn rmai ckgu2 bpengaruh,slalu la tselamat n dibela huu~

Mst rmai xpuas hati dgn aku ni..(sigh) ~,~

Maaf la ye,korg smpan je la rase mrh tu ye sbb aku pn xle wt pape da,cowy :)

Haa..first time kami bpisah ms aku 17yrs old n nk msuk uia pj ambk law..

N time tu along 18yrs old n dye dpt uia pj gak tp sbb dye xnk farmasi,nk medic jgk,

so dye g la wt a level kt sepang under jpa..

Tup tup aku pn kne pndah uia nilai,dkt lg la kami :D

Bygkn la betapa rapatnye kami stlh hdup bsame slame bbelas2 tahun..

Sesungguhnya jarak yg memisahkn kami skrg ni xkn pnah pisahkn hati kami yg da cm kembar ni..

N sape2 yg sakitkn along,same mcm sakitkn aku jgk..

Bak kata pepatah,cubit peha kanan,peha kiri terase sakit juge :D

So watch out n dun ever try to hurt my sis..

Klw x,be prepared to face me..

Got it???

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J L

My thoughts are BAD!bcoz im stupid~

Im realy very foolish~ i know of no one other than u.. u r lookin at sum1 else yet u hav no idea of my feelings like this.. i wont b in ur days, i wont b in the memories or be remembered either.. however only u, i looked only at u! n the tears keep coming as i watch u walking past.. im stil hapy even yet u stil dun know my heart.. i shud stop this n go.. i realy wanna see the day.. im withstanding the pain each day.. "i luv u" is playing on my lips n alone once again crying for u, missing for u.. baby i luv u, im waiting for u.. im making memories alone, loving u is like having a beautiful wound.. i looked at ur sweet smile also but i cant laugh with u.. im thinking about u so much everyday, my heart is hurting in all these sad days.. "i wanna see u" is playing on my lips.. alone once again crying for u.. nvr say gdbye.. even though i cant hold u like this, i need u.. i cant say anything more.. i want u.. i keep on hoping too.. n i'll keep hoping..

Jawapanmu~

Terleka bila berbicara dgnmu,

Pastiku terbang tgi ke awan biru,

Bermain dgn kata2 dr bibirmu,

Itulah mimpiku selalu..

Kerap kali kau muncul di ruang minda,

Dgnku kini kian sempurna,

Bilaku terjaga kau di dpn mata,

Katakn saja apa yg dirasa..

Kamu slalu buatku tsnym sendiri,

Kutahu apa sebalik snymn itulah yg kumahu,

Jwpn dr kamu....

Aku slalu tkenangkn kamu bila kamu jauh dr diriku,

Kamu slalu yg kurindu,

Jwpn rinduku kamu....

Nyata berbeza cara kau berbicara,

Kuterasa diriku istimewa,

Mahuku bertanya tpku x bdaya,

Dah ku dekat dgnmu kelu lidah mbisu..

Masih lg ku tercari-cari dr mimpi ke mimpi hari ke hari,

Nyata mulanya dr kamu,

Katakn saja apa yg dirasa..

Selalu aku mendoakn agar kita disatukn,

Dan kita akn ke akhirnya..

Apa yg kau mahu, itulah yg kumahu,

Jgnlah kau pergi tglku sndiri....

Kucari jwpn pasti.....

IMPOSSIBLE ACCORDING TO U?

I rmmbr years ago sum1 told me i shud take caution when it comes to luv. I did. And u were strong and i was not. My illusion, my mistake, i was careless, i forgot. I did. And now when all is done, theres nothing to say. U've gone n so effortlessly. U hav won, u can go ahead tell them. Tell them all i know now, shout it from the rooftop, write it on the sky love. All we had is gone now. Tell them i was hapy, and my heart is broken, all my scars are open. Tell them what i hoped would be impossible. Falling out of luv is hard, falling for betrayal is worst. Broken trust and broken hearts. I know. Thinking all u need is there, building faith on luv is worst. Empty promises will wear. I know. And if u r done with embarrassing me, on ur own u can go ahead tell them.

According to u, 

Im stupid, im useless, i cant do anything right.

Im difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.

Im boring, im moody, u cant take me any place.

Im suck at telling jokes coz i always giv it away.

Im the gurl with the attention span, u r the boy who puts up with it.

But according to him, 

Im beautiful, incredible, he cant get me out of his head.

Im funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite, i dun feel like stopping it, so tell me what i got to lose?
I need to feel appreciated, like im not hated.
Why cant u see me thru his eyes?
Its too bad u r making me dizzy.

Cool down.

Finally hati da cool down.

Lpas da dmam smpai xle bgn br nk cool down?

Hampeh btul.

Haha.

Pape pn alhmdulilah la sume da kembali normal.

Mira hapy skrg.

Hati pn sgt tenang.

So ble la enjoy dkt sabah sepuas2nye.

Thanx cuna 4 the msg.

Thanx dada 4 the call.

N thanx evryone 4 ur concern.

Realy appreciate all dat.

Mira da ok skrg so xya risau lg k?

N mak, angh mintak maaf sbb wt mak risau.

Asek duk dlm bilik je n x byk ckp sejak blk rmh.

Smpai bwk angh kwa sbb nk tny pe da jd ye.

Tp sume da setle skrg.

Angh da ok :)

InsyaAllah da xde pape.

Dmam angh pn da kebah lpas mkn ubt mak bg tu.

Hati ni btul2 da cool down.

Cumenye..

Mira hrp perkara same x berulang lg.

Hope pe yg kamu janji 2 ditunaikan.

N kamu xkn wt cmtu lg.

L.I.A.R.!!!

I HATE LIAR!!!

Klw rase xle setia, sila cr org len.

Hdup sy da ckup miserable slame dgn kamu.

So plz fhm2 sndri ye.

Sy xrugi lgsg tp kamu yg rugi sbb xpndai mhargai.

Bear dat in mind!!!

Sy mnangis bkn sbb hilang kamu tp sbb kebodohan sy mpercayai kamu.

Sy sumpah hari sy knal kamu.

Sy myb akn ambk mase utk trime kamu even sbg kwn sbb kamu da khianati kpcayaan sy.

Pmpn x sdar diri 2 pn ptot btaubat n jage mulut 2 pasni.

Da jd perosak hbgn org ble plak ckp "awk setle la sndri ye".

Helo pmpn, aku mmg xmintak ko cmpur pn la.

Da la kcau bf org pg ptg siang mlm.

Da desperate sgt xde bf, ambk la klw nk sgt!!!

Leave me alone.

Sy nk cr ktenangan n dptkn blk kekuatan.

Sy xnk jatuh mcm td lg.

Sy xnk nanges mcm td lg.

Sy xnk sakit mcm td lg.

Ckup la air mata ni x henti2 mngalir arini je.

Sy da btul2 xlarat.

Tlg jgn seksa sy lg.

Fake Smile.

I miss u.

Honestly i realy miss u. Rindu sesgt. Realy feel like wanna go there n meet u. Tp mustahil kn. U r so bz. So i juz dun feel its rite to go there n disturb u. Mmg xde niat lgsg nk mgngu.

Sory coz always make u feel like u had done sumtin wrong. Xya la rase bslh sgt. Actualy i know the reason behind it, y u not allowing me to do this, to do dat, etc. Sume utk kebaikn mira kn. U had told me so many times dat u wanna take care of me as good as possible. Mira pcy tu.

Its juz me myself who had been so stubborn. Ske wt mende ikut suke hati je. Of course im sad when i cant see u. Tp mira xnk tmbh mslh honey lg. Dats y i had to lie. Mira x ok. Sgt x ok.

Tp xpe la, mira try fhm. N mira try jgk reply msg honey sehapy mgkn. Sory 4 the fake smile. Sory 4 everything.

Cowy (~,~")

Perfect Love!

 

We come to lOvE not by finding a pErfEct person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly...

Two people are connected at the hEArt, and it doesn't matter what you do, or who you are or where you live; there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are dEstiNEd to be tOgEthEr!

I LoVe you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am wiTh yOu~

LiFe has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at eACh OthEr but in looking outward together in the sAmE DiREcTIoN!

In trUE lOVe the smallest distance is too gREat, and the greatest distance can be bRidgEd..

Love is miSsiNg someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling wArm inside because you're clOse iN hEArt!

If I could rEAch Up and hOld a star for every time you've made me sMiLe, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand...

The bEst and mOst bEAutiFul things in the world cannot be seen or even touched- they must be felt with the hEArt ~

Love doesn't make the world gO 'rOUnd. Love is what makes the ride wORthWHile!

&

 

If I know what lOvE is, it is because of yOu,

 SwEEthEArT...

R.I.N.D.U.

Aku RINDU kamu..

Give & take.

 Aku pinta kau akan slalu setia.

Aku mohon kau slalu menemani.

Saat ku tgh tluka, kala ku tgh gundah.

Ku akan mjagamu di bgn dan tdurmu.

Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu.

Ku akan mjagamu utk hdup dan matiku.

Tak ingin kau rapuh.

Jgn kau pergi tglkn aku.

Ingin aku cinta dan cinta slalu.

Saat kau tgh tluka, kala kau tgh gundah.

Kau akan mjagaku di bgn dan tdurku.

Di semua mimpi dan nyataku.

Kau akan mjagaku utk hdup dan matimu.

Tak ingin ku rapuh.

Puisi dr DIA.

I juz got dis special msg last nyte. Sumone had send it to me. For me, puisi ni sgt2 mendalam maksudnye. I realy like it. Pandai org yg wt 2. Juz nk share dgn sume. Klw korg bminat nk taw, bc la tp klw x bminat, xya la k. Mira xnk ade org pndai2 wt fitnah bkn2 lg. :)

Ingin kuluah namun x tdaya..

Ingin kutulis tp tkut tluka..

Kerna hny aku yg x pndai mnyusun kata, 

x pndai mnjaga hati yg kuingin jaga..

Duhai mutiara, duhai bunga..

Maafkan aku atas khilaf sgala..

Aku hny inginkan taman hdupku indah tp salahku,

diabaikan bunga ini hampir layu..

Tp diabaikan mutiara ini walau bharga..

Duhai cinta..

Ini bisikanku pd kamu..

Hadirlah engkau dlm hatiku..

Ada hati yg ingin kujaga..

Duhai mata..

Kau berilah sgala kcantikan hny utk si bunga dan mutiara ini..

Duhai hati..

Sampai bila ingin mnunggu yg x mjadi,

mnanti yg x pasti..

Duhai bunga, duhai mutiara..

Amat luas hdup ini ingin kujelajahi,

ingin kukecapi..

Tp kau tetap temani taman hdup ini tnpa bkira..

Dan utk diriku..

Kuhrp kau tdk memntingkn diri..

Amat susah utk dijelaskn,

amat pyh utk diselesaikn..

Kerna kau bunga, kau juga mutiara,

amat harum dan bharga..

Sdgkn aku tlalu memntingkn diri,

x sekuat cintamu...

Kuhrp wktu mbantu ku..

Kujujur sygi kamu,

lbh dr kamu tahu..

Wahai bunga, wahai mutiara..

Kuhrp x tslh lgkh..

Pd mira la kn, hny org yg bseni je ble btul2 fhm.. Klw rase xle nk fhm, mira xdpt la nk tlg.. Myb kne tgu korg rase sndri la kot sume ni.. Tp plz jgn la fkr yg bkn2 lg.. Mira xkcau korg, so korg pn jgn la kcau mira k.. Kpd yg htr puisi ni smlm 2, thanx sgt2.. Cowy sbb ade slh fhm sket td.. Mira emo sket bile bab2 puisi ni.. Sbb mira sgt sukakn puisi.. N lg 1, thanx pilihkn beg ni, sume ckp cntik :)

S.e.p.i.

Hmmm, knp la agaknye ye.
Ntah la mira pn xtaw.
Ttb rase sunyi smcm je mlm ni.
Nk wt pe ye?
Asgment ade tp sumpah xde mood lgsg nk wt.
Nk tdo pn da xle tutup mata sbb da byk sgt tdo.
Nk blk rmh mls plak.
Sengal nye la.
K la, da speechless ni.
Slmt mlm smua.

Kick-Ass

Hmm, 1st day shortsem..

Smpai2 trus kwakn brg2 n chow~

Hahaha~~

Tp bkn g mane pn, g rmh nenek kt srmbn je :p

Blk uia smula da mlm..

Then tgh pnat2 2 kne kmas bilik yg bsepah ntah mcm pe..

Hampeh btul~~

Tp nk wt cmane, mira mmg xkn ble tdo klw tmpt 2 bsepah n x bersih..

So da kmas2 br mandi n ready nk tdo..

Tp mira sorg2 je kt blik sbb yg len x rgstr lg..

Huh~~

Nsb bek la bkn jns yg penakut kn :p

Mlm yg sgt mbosankn~

Then esknye pg2 lg da bgn, kononnye nk g try rgstr manual EAP la..

Tp xdpt pn haha~

Br nk bli mknn kt aikol ttb dpt 1 cal ni :))

Da kbtulan 2 sj2 la try nsb ajak honey kwa..

Tp mmg taw pn dye ade training tkd pg 2..

Sj ngade2 huhu~

But guess what?

Dye pn mmg nk clbrate bday mira so dye kate ble je tp ade syarat la :p

Syaratnye xle blk lmbt2, kul 7 da kne ade kt uia smula :)

So kwa la kitorg ke mid :))

Tgk cte Kick-Ass haha

Best cte dye tp sbb tgk dgn honey so jd lg best la kn :))

Haha poyo je lbh :p

Lpas abes cte, da solat sume br la kami pegi mcari bday present mira <3 <3

N cm biase, baskin robin mjadi mknn wajib kami :p

Pnat sgt tp at least honey da hilangkn bosan mira utk 2nd day kt cni :)

3rd day plak, klas da start!!!

Asgment pn da dpt..

Haha mmg tbaik la!! ~,~

R.E.S.U.L.T.

Salam everyone..

Haha i juz got my result for my 2nd year 1st sem.

Im very happy with it even ade sumtin yg quite sad.

Tp cte yg happy dlu la ye..

My gpa even drop sket tp cgpa tetap naek.

Alhamdulillah~

Yg sgt tkejut tgk result ICL yg ntah cmane ble dpt A-.

Bkn pe, mira sgt tertekan saat2 akhir nk study kt uia 2 sbb kwn2 rmai yg da blk rumah msg2.

Mmg ade 5 hari nk study tp mira tsgt la mls n tension.

Smpaikn mira asyik tdo je, haha. (kantoi di situ)

Klw x caye, ask my beloved rumet, trah n nisa haha.

Diorg hari2 g lib tp mira hari2 tdo kt bilik. :p

Dgn ayat2 Quran n hadith yg tunggang langgang dlm kpale otak mira ni lg.

Views jurist2 yg lintang pukang nye.

Tp at last, dpt A- jgk.

Pelik kn?

Tp pape pn, thanx sooo muchhhh Ustzh Nasimah. :)

Subjek2 len 2 no wonder la kn knp dpt cm2, i know la kn cmane cara i study utk sume 2, huhu.

Lg 1, thanx honey sbb blaja same2. :))

K, msuk part sedey plak.

My dad made a promise to giv me sumtin if dpt dean list la, haha.

Tp kn, mmg hrpn je la sume 2.

Sory i cant get DL 4 last sem, abah :(

Tp da dkt la 2 dgn DL kn. (hehe nk jgk)

Tp i know promise is still a promise.

Melayang lg la viva elite ku, huh. :(

Xpe la, myb next time.

Kn abah kn??

Hehe <3

Tp pape pn, mira still bsyukur dgn result kali ni.

Yeah, truly from the bottom of my heart.

Thanx everyone yg byk mbantu k!!!

20th Bday Wish (^,~)

My bday is coming soon.

Take note everyone,hehehe.

I hav dis one little wish.

I wish he could tell everyone bout our relationship.

If possible, i want the entire world to know who am i in his life.

Thats all.

Realy hate when ade org kcau daun.

Im sick of it.

Tired.

Enough is enough.

Hope dis little wish wont hesitate him.

Love u honey <3

Leave us alone.Plz.

bengang nyeee!!!

da xde org len sgt ke yg nk g kcau bf org 2?

he's MINE n FOREVER will b MINE.

got it gurl??

so plz, mira xnk cr gdh.

juz leave us alone.

nk bsyg2 konon.

helo~dye 2 bf org k??

go n find sumone else la weh,plz.

dont disturb our rltnshp yg mmg da byk probs ni.

once again,plz go away.

b4 i get more mad than this.

thats all.

Penyembuh Rindu.

 Adakah kau berada di sana?

Ku dpt rasa kehadiranmu.

Walau hny di dlm kalbu, ku merindumu slalu.

Pelik juga tp ku rasa bagai kau bdiri di sisiku.

Terkenangkn waktu ketika berdampingan bersama.

Setiap pertemuan pasti akan temu detik perpisahan.

Walau kini terpisah, kenangkanlah saat indah sbg penyembuh rindu.

Kita tak ditakdirkan bersama utk masa yg lbh lama.

Biarpun hny seketika kehadiranmu dirasa.

Tired.The End.

 True love nvr leaves the heart..

A meeting between two beings who complete one another even for a while is a miracle..

If a tear ever fell from my eyes, it is when i wish he was with me..

I wanna be happy bcoz he is happy..

But how can i be happy knowing i'm not the one who makes him smile?

Even if his happiness means i'm not a part of it, i know i would still love him..

No one is worth fighting for, n if i have to fight to get him, then i think i'm better off without him..

I know i could fill a thousand pages telling him how i felt..

But still he won't understand it..

So now i will leave him without a sound..

Except my heart shattering as it hits the ground..

 for everything.....

Are we in LOVE??

 4 me.. LOVE is so0o complicated.. Not everyone can feel LOVE.. LOVE is when ......

1) All we ever wanted is to be part of his heart, to be together n nvr be apart

2) No one else in this world can even compare to him

3) We love him more than we ever thought we could

4) We promise to give him all we can give
5) We'll do anything for him as long as we live

6) In his eyes, we see our present, future n past

7) By the way he looks at us,we know we'll last

8) He is so perfect when seen thru our eyes

9) The day we met him, we began to see LOVE is real n exists in us

10) We could fill a thousand pages telling him how we felt

11) We can hear his voice thru the wind n see his name in the clouds

I dun know if it works on others but 4 me, i know it realy works.. A cute guy can open up my eyes, a smart guy can open up my mind BUT only a sweet guy can open up my heart.. Thats y until now, i keep on praying n praying 4 sumone that can realy LOVE me sincerely.. Its not dat i dun hav anybody.. I hav sumone special but i cant guarantee how long it will last.. Everyday we tell ourselves we're better off without each other BUT then every morning i wake up, i realize dat i always LOVE him more than the day b4.. Stones n sticks may break my bones n tear my skin apart BUT nothing hurts me more than him bcoz he always breaks my heart.. He makes me smile 4 no reason, he makes me laugh at the unfunniest things BUT most of all, he makes me LOVE him when i shouldn't LOVE him..

For dat person, i hav sumtin 2 tell u..

"Dun be too good coz i will miss u, dun be too caring coz i might like u, n dun be too sweet coz i might fall 4 u..

But after all, part of u has grown in me n so i see its u & me together 4ever n nvr apart,

myb in distance but nvr in heart.."

Shortsem ohh shortsem~~

Hmmm,lamenye x update,hee~

Juz wanna share with u all..

This time,turn mira plak kne ambk shortsem :(

Xsuke,xsuke,xsuke.. huu~

Slama ni xpenah skali pn mira ambk shortsem haha..

But this time sgt2 la tpaksa sbb bm prundangan x ambk2 lg :p

Da la 1 subjek je..

Bayangkn la betapa bosannye nnt, huh~

Mmg la mira ni ske bjalan n xreti nk duk diam,

tp kn...

Mane ade sape nk teman g jalan2 nnt..

Honey x ambk shortsem..

Janji dgn arwah fdaus pn x ksampaian.. :'(

Br nk hapy sbb ingt ade teman time shortsem nnt..

Tp kte hny merancang, Allah yg tentukan..

Xpe la, nnt cyap la honey..

Mira pakse jgk trun gombak!

Haha! :p

28 February 2010

 

   First of all, alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah 4 blessing our relationship all this while.. Even there's a lot of things dat we had to go through to reach at this stage, despite all the pain, cry n sad things, finally we could stand with each other until now.. This 28 Feb, genap la setahun.. Myb ade org kate, br setahun da nk kecoh kn, tp korg x lalui pe yg kitorg lalui.. So korg xya la ckp pape klw xtaw hal sbnr ye, sbb korg mmg xkn fhm slagi korg x rase sume 2..

   Org nmpk luaran sume smooth je, tp dalamn korg xtaw.. Klw pape jd antara kitorg, mira taw sume org akn slhkn mira je, sbb mira pn sedar sape mira nk dibandingkn dgn dye kn.. Xkesa la org nk kate ape pn tp mira ikhlas syg dye n pe yg org nmpk mira wt utk dye 2, sume sbb mmg mira yg nk wt, bkn sbb dye suh ke pe.. Klw ade yg nmpk cm mira sebok2 psl hal dye pn sbb mira ambk berat psl dye je, bkn nk menunjuk2 kt org or ade sbb len.. Tp kitorg mmg prefer dgn keadaan skrg ni, x kecoh2, x jmp2 dpn org rmai sgt, x slalu tegur2 dpn org, sbb bg mira biar la low profile je, wtpe nk kecoh2 sgt.. Yg penting kitorg taw hati msg2..

   Jujur mira katakn kt cni, utk kekalkn hbgn yg ade mmg tsgt la susa, xpcy tny la mane2 kwn yg btl2 rapat dgn mira, yg btl2 nmpk dgn mata diorg sndiri pe yg tjd.. Tp of course la xde org yg btl2 taw pe yg tjd sbb hal 2 antara kitorg bdua je n mira ni mmg jns yg ske berahsia.. Tp sdkt sbyk ade la yg taw n nmpk mira nangis, 2 pn bile da btl2 x tahan je.. Tp pape pn, mira mmg hapy slame dgn dye, even bibir x pnh berbicara, tp dr act dye, i know n i can feel his love, mira dpt rase dye sgt ambk berat psl mira, mira dpt rase dye jage mira, mira dpt rase pe yg ade dlm hati dye..

   Btl la pe dye ckp, baek kte wt dr ckp je sbb klw kte x mampu fulfill pe yg kte ckp tu, kte hny akn melukakn hati org yg kte syg tu, so better kte juz wt pe yg kte rase tbaek utk org yg kte syg 2.. Kdg2 kata2 dr bibir ni hny dusta utk menyedapkn hati semata2 tp pbuatn tu adalah proof yg sgt kukuh utk mnyampaikn hasrat hati.. X perlu la nk smbut Valentine sbg tanda ksh syg ke ape, ckup la skadar kte pcy each other n show our love by doing anything dat is the best for him.. Stiap hari adalah hari utk mhargai org yg kte syg, xperlu tgu specific day je.. Kte menyayangi org dgn hrpn dye akn menemani kte melalui ms depan bsame, utk membimbing kte ke arah yg lbh baek, mberi kekuatan kpd kte dikala kte lemah, mjaga kte, berada di sisi kte utk slama2nya slagi hayat dye, n bkn utk smntara waktu je..

   Ni br setahun kn, ade byk lg mase utk kitorg lalui bsame.. But, i know love is not a matter of counting the years... It's a matter of making the years count.. Hope our relationship will last 4eva n may Allah bless us always.. Hope u guys will also pray 4 our happiness.. Smoga hdup kte sume dilimpahi dgn restu n rahmat-Nya.. Amin~