28 February 2010

 

   First of all, alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah 4 blessing our relationship all this while.. Even there's a lot of things dat we had to go through to reach at this stage, despite all the pain, cry n sad things, finally we could stand with each other until now.. This 28 Feb, genap la setahun.. Myb ade org kate, br setahun da nk kecoh kn, tp korg x lalui pe yg kitorg lalui.. So korg xya la ckp pape klw xtaw hal sbnr ye, sbb korg mmg xkn fhm slagi korg x rase sume 2..

   Org nmpk luaran sume smooth je, tp dalamn korg xtaw.. Klw pape jd antara kitorg, mira taw sume org akn slhkn mira je, sbb mira pn sedar sape mira nk dibandingkn dgn dye kn.. Xkesa la org nk kate ape pn tp mira ikhlas syg dye n pe yg org nmpk mira wt utk dye 2, sume sbb mmg mira yg nk wt, bkn sbb dye suh ke pe.. Klw ade yg nmpk cm mira sebok2 psl hal dye pn sbb mira ambk berat psl dye je, bkn nk menunjuk2 kt org or ade sbb len.. Tp kitorg mmg prefer dgn keadaan skrg ni, x kecoh2, x jmp2 dpn org rmai sgt, x slalu tegur2 dpn org, sbb bg mira biar la low profile je, wtpe nk kecoh2 sgt.. Yg penting kitorg taw hati msg2..

   Jujur mira katakn kt cni, utk kekalkn hbgn yg ade mmg tsgt la susa, xpcy tny la mane2 kwn yg btl2 rapat dgn mira, yg btl2 nmpk dgn mata diorg sndiri pe yg tjd.. Tp of course la xde org yg btl2 taw pe yg tjd sbb hal 2 antara kitorg bdua je n mira ni mmg jns yg ske berahsia.. Tp sdkt sbyk ade la yg taw n nmpk mira nangis, 2 pn bile da btl2 x tahan je.. Tp pape pn, mira mmg hapy slame dgn dye, even bibir x pnh berbicara, tp dr act dye, i know n i can feel his love, mira dpt rase dye sgt ambk berat psl mira, mira dpt rase dye jage mira, mira dpt rase pe yg ade dlm hati dye..

   Btl la pe dye ckp, baek kte wt dr ckp je sbb klw kte x mampu fulfill pe yg kte ckp tu, kte hny akn melukakn hati org yg kte syg tu, so better kte juz wt pe yg kte rase tbaek utk org yg kte syg 2.. Kdg2 kata2 dr bibir ni hny dusta utk menyedapkn hati semata2 tp pbuatn tu adalah proof yg sgt kukuh utk mnyampaikn hasrat hati.. X perlu la nk smbut Valentine sbg tanda ksh syg ke ape, ckup la skadar kte pcy each other n show our love by doing anything dat is the best for him.. Stiap hari adalah hari utk mhargai org yg kte syg, xperlu tgu specific day je.. Kte menyayangi org dgn hrpn dye akn menemani kte melalui ms depan bsame, utk membimbing kte ke arah yg lbh baek, mberi kekuatan kpd kte dikala kte lemah, mjaga kte, berada di sisi kte utk slama2nya slagi hayat dye, n bkn utk smntara waktu je..

   Ni br setahun kn, ade byk lg mase utk kitorg lalui bsame.. But, i know love is not a matter of counting the years... It's a matter of making the years count.. Hope our relationship will last 4eva n may Allah bless us always.. Hope u guys will also pray 4 our happiness.. Smoga hdup kte sume dilimpahi dgn restu n rahmat-Nya.. Amin~