Special Appreciation

Salam..
Ahlan wasahlan wa marhaban bikum..
Welcome to my tiny, little world..
It's all about ME, MYSELF n I..

♪♬ This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me..
Throw your sticks n stones, throw your bombs n your blows..
But you're not gonna break my soul..
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me.. No......!

Don't wanna break your heart, I wanna give your heart a break..
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake..
There's just one life to live n there's no time to wait, to waste..
So let me give your heart a break......! ♬♪

乂⍲‿⍲乂

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Kehebatan Lelaki :)

Haha nk tgelak pule dgn entry kali ni. Tp cm best pule sbb saje nk share dgn u all lelaki cmane yg hebat di mata mira :D

1) HEBAT AGAMA 

Mksudnye? Hehe x kesa la muke hensem cmane pn, tp klw agama pn lintang pukang, lupekn je la nk nmpak hebat di mata mira k. Agama penting sbb bile kawen nnt, mira nk husband yg ble bimbing mira ke arah kebaikan, bknnye merosakkn lg mira. Lelaki kn ketua fmly, jd klw agama x hebat, dr mane nk msuknye nur n rahmat dr Allah ke dlm rmhtga yg dibina. Hebat agama ni bkn susah sgt pn, yg mjaga solat fardu 5 waktu nye, yg pndai mngaji, yg taw selok belok agama la pokoknye. Susah ke wahai kaum adam? Tepuk dada tny la selera msg2 k.

2) HEBAT PERANGAI

Perangai mcerminkan dalaman kte sbnrnye. Mmg la dun judge a book by its cover tp klw cover pn da bhabuk, bsawang, agak2 cmane dlm nye? Mst la da kuning pn kertas nye n koyak sana sini kn? So guys, jaga la perangai kamu ye. Hebat perangai dlm konteks hati mira adalah mjaga maruah dirinye, mjaga penampilan nye, mjaga masanye, etc. Pokoknye yg mjaga dirinye la. Mjaga kt sini bkn bmksd dpn wt len tp blkg wt len taw. Even org x nmpk pn, Allah tetap nmpk kn. Jgn jd hipokrit, klw rase ade yg x btul dgn diri kte, cube ubah plahan2, xperlu drastik pn. Asalkn perubahan tu ikhlas dr hati kite k?

3) HEBAT CINTA

Lelaki yg hebat cinta nye pule pd mira adalah lelaki yg setia, memahami & mhargai. Hee~ Bile btul2 jatuh cnta, dye akan wt pe sj utk hapykn gf dye. Haa senakal-nakal lelaki pn, hakikatnye sume tu just nk menggatal n x serius pn. Btul ke guys? Huhu. Bile ade probs pape, dye sgp bsabar dgn kerenah gf dye, i.e. lame cmane pn dye kne tgu, dye x byk songeh asalkn dpt jmp gf dye tu. :p N bile gf tgur, dye sgt2 mhargai tguran tu, x mcm tguran kwn2 dye yg biasenye dye wt endah x endah je. Yeke eh?

Hmm, klw kamu hebat dlm ketiga2 nye, hebat la kamu di mata mira. Tp mmg mira tgk agama dlu dr yg len2. Xde la penting sgt pn hebat ke x kt mata mira kn, tp rasenye pmpn len yg btul2 nk cr psgn hdup dunia akhirat pn mst nk ciri2 mcm yg mira nk ni jgk. Ni mcm guidance kt kaum adam je la, x semestinye kne ikut pn, hny cdgn ikhlas dr mira. Tp just as a reminder, my future husband mst ade ciri2 ni sume taw :)

Friday, July 2, 2010

Keras hati vs Cengeng ;)

Hmm..da lame x update..
Byk yg da jd tp xde mood nk cte kt blog ni..
Yg plg xdpt lupe ms bcuti satu fmly ke sabah aritu..
Lpas sekian lame tu la first time fmly kami bkumpul smula..
Sbbnye...
Abah keje kt sabah,along blaja kt india,aku pule kt gombak 2..
Yg tgl kt kuantan mak n adk2 ku yg btiga je..
Tima raye pn mst xckup corum sbb along xle blk :(
Sabtu lpas,stlh lbh krg sbulan jgk along bcuti n blk msia ni,
dye kne blk utk amik exam pule..
Along blk india 26jun2010..
Sdeh time nk htr dye kt klia tu..
Tp pg nk htr tu smpat btekak dgn dye lg tu dlm kete..
Huhu..tu la kami dr kecik2 smpai skrg..
Pantang jmp mst nk btekak,mcm anjing dgn kucing..
Tp along kate aku yg anjing sbb aku lg garang n xsuke mengalah :p
Haha pape la ko along~
Mmg aku yg suke 'mgigit' pn dr dlu kn hee..n ko byk diam je..
Tu la beza aku n along..
Aku keras hati tahap cipan n along cengeng tahap kambing kibas haha!!
Aku mmg xkn puas slagi xdpt pe aku nk tp along taw nanges je klw xdpt pape :p
Aku suke bdikari n mnyendiri tp along xle keseorangn n manje nk mampus~
Byk lg pbezaan kitorg tp klw nk cte smpai esk pn x abes..
Sape2 yg knal aku,korg nilai la sndiri..
Cmane aku yg korg knal,along aku ni opposite dgn sume tu hehehe :D
Tp pape pn,aku syg dye sgt2 sbb dr kecik aku bsame dye smpai la abes form5..
Lgpn aku kn langkau klas lpas PTS so sekelas dgn along la..
Lg la kitorg rapat kn..smpai kt skola mngh pn ckgu2 asek ttukar je,
kononnya sbb kitorg muke same..
Tang mane same pn xtaw la haha~
Da la same2 pngwas,lg ckgu2 cnfius..
Kecoh satu skola psl kami,adk bradik 'hot' la konon ms tu :p
Tp along xle lwn aku kt skola tu sbb aku plg byk wt hal..hoho :D
Along baek sgt tp aku noty2 sket,suke wt bnde ikt hati even against school rules :p
Tp sbb rapat dgn rmai ckgu2 bpengaruh,slalu la tselamat n dibela huu~
Mst rmai xpuas hati dgn aku ni..(sigh) ~,~
Maaf la ye,korg smpan je la rase mrh tu ye sbb aku pn xle wt pape da,cowy :)
Haa..first time kami bpisah ms aku 17yrs old n nk msuk uia pj ambk law..
N time tu along 18yrs old n dye dpt uia pj gak tp sbb dye xnk farmasi,nk medic jgk,
so dye g la wt a level kt sepang under jpa..
Tup tup aku pn kne pndah uia nilai,dkt lg la kami :D
Bygkn la betapa rapatnye kami stlh hdup bsame slame bbelas2 tahun..
Sesungguhnya jarak yg memisahkn kami skrg ni xkn pnah pisahkn hati kami yg da cm kembar ni..
N sape2 yg sakitkn along,same mcm sakitkn aku jgk..
Bak kata pepatah,cubit peha kanan,peha kiri terase sakit juge :D
So watch out n dun ever try to hurt my sis..
Klw x,be prepared to face me..
Got it???
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J L

Sunday, June 20, 2010

My thoughts are BAD!bcoz im stupid~

Im realy very foolish~ i know of no one other than u.. u r lookin at sum1 else yet u hav no idea of my feelings like this.. i wont b in ur days, i wont b in the memories or be remembered either.. however only u, i looked only at u! n the tears keep coming as i watch u walking past.. im stil hapy even yet u stil dun know my heart.. i shud stop this n go.. i realy wanna see the day.. im withstanding the pain each day.. "i luv u" is playing on my lips n alone once again crying for u, missing for u.. baby i luv u, im waiting for u.. im making memories alone, loving u is like having a beautiful wound.. i looked at ur sweet smile also but i cant laugh with u.. im thinking about u so much everyday, my heart is hurting in all these sad days.. "i wanna see u" is playing on my lips.. alone once again crying for u.. nvr say gdbye.. even though i cant hold u like this, i need u.. i cant say anything more.. i want u.. i keep on hoping too.. n i'll keep hoping..

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Jawapanmu~

Terleka bila berbicara dgnmu,
Pastiku terbang tgi ke awan biru,
Bermain dgn kata2 dr bibirmu,
Itulah mimpiku selalu..
Kerap kali kau muncul di ruang minda,
Dgnku kini kian sempurna,
Bilaku terjaga kau di dpn mata,
Katakn saja apa yg dirasa..
Kamu slalu buatku tsnym sendiri,
Kutahu apa sebalik snymn itulah yg kumahu,
Jwpn dr kamu....
Aku slalu tkenangkn kamu bila kamu jauh dr diriku,
Kamu slalu yg kurindu,
Jwpn rinduku kamu....
Nyata berbeza cara kau berbicara,
Kuterasa diriku istimewa,
Mahuku bertanya tpku x bdaya,
Dah ku dekat dgnmu kelu lidah mbisu..
Masih lg ku tercari-cari dr mimpi ke mimpi hari ke hari,
Nyata mulanya dr kamu,
Katakn saja apa yg dirasa..
Selalu aku mendoakn agar kita disatukn,
Dan kita akn ke akhirnya..
Apa yg kau mahu, itulah yg kumahu,
Jgnlah kau pergi tglku sndiri....
Kucari jwpn pasti.....

Thursday, June 17, 2010

IMPOSSIBLE ACCORDING TO U?

I rmmbr years ago sum1 told me i shud take caution when it comes to luv. I did. And u were strong and i was not. My illusion, my mistake, i was careless, i forgot. I did. And now when all is done, theres nothing to say. U've gone n so effortlessly. U hav won, u can go ahead tell them. Tell them all i know now, shout it from the rooftop, write it on the sky love. All we had is gone now. Tell them i was hapy, and my heart is broken, all my scars are open. Tell them what i hoped would be impossible. Falling out of luv is hard, falling for betrayal is worst. Broken trust and broken hearts. I know. Thinking all u need is there, building faith on luv is worst. Empty promises will wear. I know. And if u r done with embarrassing me, on ur own u can go ahead tell them.

According to u, 
Im stupid, im useless, i cant do anything right.
Im difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
Im boring, im moody, u cant take me any place.
Im suck at telling jokes coz i always giv it away.
Im the gurl with the attention span, u r the boy who puts up with it.

But according to him, 
Im beautiful, incredible, he cant get me out of his head.
Im funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite, i dun feel like stopping it, so tell me what i got to lose?
I need to feel appreciated, like im not hated.
Why cant u see me thru his eyes?
Its too bad u r making me dizzy.

Monday, June 7, 2010

Cool down.

Finally hati da cool down.
Lpas da dmam smpai xle bgn br nk cool down?
Hampeh btul.
Haha.
Pape pn alhmdulilah la sume da kembali normal.
Mira hapy skrg.
Hati pn sgt tenang.
So ble la enjoy dkt sabah sepuas2nye.

Thanx cuna 4 the msg.
Thanx dada 4 the call.
N thanx evryone 4 ur concern.
Realy appreciate all dat.
Mira da ok skrg so xya risau lg k?

N mak, angh mintak maaf sbb wt mak risau.
Asek duk dlm bilik je n x byk ckp sejak blk rmh.
Smpai bwk angh kwa sbb nk tny pe da jd ye.
Tp sume da setle skrg.
Angh da ok :)
InsyaAllah da xde pape.
Dmam angh pn da kebah lpas mkn ubt mak bg tu.

Hati ni btul2 da cool down.
Cumenye..
Mira hrp perkara same x berulang lg.
Hope pe yg kamu janji 2 ditunaikan.
N kamu xkn wt cmtu lg.

Friday, June 4, 2010

L.I.A.R.!!!

I HATE LIAR!!!
Klw rase xle setia, sila cr org len.
Hdup sy da ckup miserable slame dgn kamu.
So plz fhm2 sndri ye.
Sy xrugi lgsg tp kamu yg rugi sbb xpndai mhargai.
Bear dat in mind!!!
Sy mnangis bkn sbb hilang kamu tp sbb kebodohan sy mpercayai kamu.
Sy sumpah hari sy knal kamu.
Sy myb akn ambk mase utk trime kamu even sbg kwn sbb kamu da khianati kpcayaan sy.

Pmpn x sdar diri 2 pn ptot btaubat n jage mulut 2 pasni.
Da jd perosak hbgn org ble plak ckp "awk setle la sndri ye".
Helo pmpn, aku mmg xmintak ko cmpur pn la.
Da la kcau bf org pg ptg siang mlm.
Da desperate sgt xde bf, ambk la klw nk sgt!!!

Leave me alone.
Sy nk cr ktenangan n dptkn blk kekuatan.
Sy xnk jatuh mcm td lg.
Sy xnk nanges mcm td lg.
Sy xnk sakit mcm td lg.
Ckup la air mata ni x henti2 mngalir arini je.
Sy da btul2 xlarat.
Tlg jgn seksa sy lg.