20th Bday Wish (^,~)

My bday is coming soon.

Take note everyone,hehehe.

I hav dis one little wish.

I wish he could tell everyone bout our relationship.

If possible, i want the entire world to know who am i in his life.

Thats all.

Realy hate when ade org kcau daun.

Im sick of it.

Tired.

Enough is enough.

Hope dis little wish wont hesitate him.

Love u honey <3

Leave us alone.Plz.

bengang nyeee!!!

da xde org len sgt ke yg nk g kcau bf org 2?

he's MINE n FOREVER will b MINE.

got it gurl??

so plz, mira xnk cr gdh.

juz leave us alone.

nk bsyg2 konon.

helo~dye 2 bf org k??

go n find sumone else la weh,plz.

dont disturb our rltnshp yg mmg da byk probs ni.

once again,plz go away.

b4 i get more mad than this.

thats all.

Penyembuh Rindu.

 Adakah kau berada di sana?

Ku dpt rasa kehadiranmu.

Walau hny di dlm kalbu, ku merindumu slalu.

Pelik juga tp ku rasa bagai kau bdiri di sisiku.

Terkenangkn waktu ketika berdampingan bersama.

Setiap pertemuan pasti akan temu detik perpisahan.

Walau kini terpisah, kenangkanlah saat indah sbg penyembuh rindu.

Kita tak ditakdirkan bersama utk masa yg lbh lama.

Biarpun hny seketika kehadiranmu dirasa.

Tired.The End.

 True love nvr leaves the heart..

A meeting between two beings who complete one another even for a while is a miracle..

If a tear ever fell from my eyes, it is when i wish he was with me..

I wanna be happy bcoz he is happy..

But how can i be happy knowing i'm not the one who makes him smile?

Even if his happiness means i'm not a part of it, i know i would still love him..

No one is worth fighting for, n if i have to fight to get him, then i think i'm better off without him..

I know i could fill a thousand pages telling him how i felt..

But still he won't understand it..

So now i will leave him without a sound..

Except my heart shattering as it hits the ground..

 for everything.....

Are we in LOVE??

 4 me.. LOVE is so0o complicated.. Not everyone can feel LOVE.. LOVE is when ......

1) All we ever wanted is to be part of his heart, to be together n nvr be apart

2) No one else in this world can even compare to him

3) We love him more than we ever thought we could

4) We promise to give him all we can give
5) We'll do anything for him as long as we live

6) In his eyes, we see our present, future n past

7) By the way he looks at us,we know we'll last

8) He is so perfect when seen thru our eyes

9) The day we met him, we began to see LOVE is real n exists in us

10) We could fill a thousand pages telling him how we felt

11) We can hear his voice thru the wind n see his name in the clouds

I dun know if it works on others but 4 me, i know it realy works.. A cute guy can open up my eyes, a smart guy can open up my mind BUT only a sweet guy can open up my heart.. Thats y until now, i keep on praying n praying 4 sumone that can realy LOVE me sincerely.. Its not dat i dun hav anybody.. I hav sumone special but i cant guarantee how long it will last.. Everyday we tell ourselves we're better off without each other BUT then every morning i wake up, i realize dat i always LOVE him more than the day b4.. Stones n sticks may break my bones n tear my skin apart BUT nothing hurts me more than him bcoz he always breaks my heart.. He makes me smile 4 no reason, he makes me laugh at the unfunniest things BUT most of all, he makes me LOVE him when i shouldn't LOVE him..

For dat person, i hav sumtin 2 tell u..

"Dun be too good coz i will miss u, dun be too caring coz i might like u, n dun be too sweet coz i might fall 4 u..

But after all, part of u has grown in me n so i see its u & me together 4ever n nvr apart,

myb in distance but nvr in heart.."

Shortsem ohh shortsem~~

Hmmm,lamenye x update,hee~

Juz wanna share with u all..

This time,turn mira plak kne ambk shortsem :(

Xsuke,xsuke,xsuke.. huu~

Slama ni xpenah skali pn mira ambk shortsem haha..

But this time sgt2 la tpaksa sbb bm prundangan x ambk2 lg :p

Da la 1 subjek je..

Bayangkn la betapa bosannye nnt, huh~

Mmg la mira ni ske bjalan n xreti nk duk diam,

tp kn...

Mane ade sape nk teman g jalan2 nnt..

Honey x ambk shortsem..

Janji dgn arwah fdaus pn x ksampaian.. :'(

Br nk hapy sbb ingt ade teman time shortsem nnt..

Tp kte hny merancang, Allah yg tentukan..

Xpe la, nnt cyap la honey..

Mira pakse jgk trun gombak!

Haha! :p

28 February 2010

 

   First of all, alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah 4 blessing our relationship all this while.. Even there's a lot of things dat we had to go through to reach at this stage, despite all the pain, cry n sad things, finally we could stand with each other until now.. This 28 Feb, genap la setahun.. Myb ade org kate, br setahun da nk kecoh kn, tp korg x lalui pe yg kitorg lalui.. So korg xya la ckp pape klw xtaw hal sbnr ye, sbb korg mmg xkn fhm slagi korg x rase sume 2..

   Org nmpk luaran sume smooth je, tp dalamn korg xtaw.. Klw pape jd antara kitorg, mira taw sume org akn slhkn mira je, sbb mira pn sedar sape mira nk dibandingkn dgn dye kn.. Xkesa la org nk kate ape pn tp mira ikhlas syg dye n pe yg org nmpk mira wt utk dye 2, sume sbb mmg mira yg nk wt, bkn sbb dye suh ke pe.. Klw ade yg nmpk cm mira sebok2 psl hal dye pn sbb mira ambk berat psl dye je, bkn nk menunjuk2 kt org or ade sbb len.. Tp kitorg mmg prefer dgn keadaan skrg ni, x kecoh2, x jmp2 dpn org rmai sgt, x slalu tegur2 dpn org, sbb bg mira biar la low profile je, wtpe nk kecoh2 sgt.. Yg penting kitorg taw hati msg2..

   Jujur mira katakn kt cni, utk kekalkn hbgn yg ade mmg tsgt la susa, xpcy tny la mane2 kwn yg btl2 rapat dgn mira, yg btl2 nmpk dgn mata diorg sndiri pe yg tjd.. Tp of course la xde org yg btl2 taw pe yg tjd sbb hal 2 antara kitorg bdua je n mira ni mmg jns yg ske berahsia.. Tp sdkt sbyk ade la yg taw n nmpk mira nangis, 2 pn bile da btl2 x tahan je.. Tp pape pn, mira mmg hapy slame dgn dye, even bibir x pnh berbicara, tp dr act dye, i know n i can feel his love, mira dpt rase dye sgt ambk berat psl mira, mira dpt rase dye jage mira, mira dpt rase pe yg ade dlm hati dye..

   Btl la pe dye ckp, baek kte wt dr ckp je sbb klw kte x mampu fulfill pe yg kte ckp tu, kte hny akn melukakn hati org yg kte syg tu, so better kte juz wt pe yg kte rase tbaek utk org yg kte syg 2.. Kdg2 kata2 dr bibir ni hny dusta utk menyedapkn hati semata2 tp pbuatn tu adalah proof yg sgt kukuh utk mnyampaikn hasrat hati.. X perlu la nk smbut Valentine sbg tanda ksh syg ke ape, ckup la skadar kte pcy each other n show our love by doing anything dat is the best for him.. Stiap hari adalah hari utk mhargai org yg kte syg, xperlu tgu specific day je.. Kte menyayangi org dgn hrpn dye akn menemani kte melalui ms depan bsame, utk membimbing kte ke arah yg lbh baek, mberi kekuatan kpd kte dikala kte lemah, mjaga kte, berada di sisi kte utk slama2nya slagi hayat dye, n bkn utk smntara waktu je..

   Ni br setahun kn, ade byk lg mase utk kitorg lalui bsame.. But, i know love is not a matter of counting the years... It's a matter of making the years count.. Hope our relationship will last 4eva n may Allah bless us always.. Hope u guys will also pray 4 our happiness.. Smoga hdup kte sume dilimpahi dgn restu n rahmat-Nya.. Amin~