PrOud of U hOnEy!! (^,~)

Wah wah wah.. First time mira g tgk demo martial arts cm2.. Slame ni (honestly la kn) mmg x pnh bminat lgsg nk g tgk bnde2 cm2.. Tp sbb sum1 yg sgt3 special suruh g tgk, so mira pn berusaha la sedaya upaya utk g tgk wlaupn mula2 2 mmg menguji la.. Kn skrg tgh sebok dgn mooting so msg2 bz prepare BOA dgn full written submission la kn, jd nye puas jgk la mcari sape la yg nk diajak teman g tgk sbb mira ni mane la pnh g Male Sports Complex 2, mane la taw kt mane nk msuk sume kn.. Last2 tingat la kt sorg kwn ni, sape lg klw bkn dada, huhu~ Nsb bek la dye sudi tman.. Thanx a lot dada!! Sayang ko lbh hahaha~

Mase mula2 tgk dye perform 2, mmg menarik, body movement sgt2 suit dgn alunan music, mcm sgt2 smooth la.. Realy like it! Sbb org len nmpk cm kaku je, sory, hehe.. Tp smpai time nk tendang2 patahkn kayu 2 honestly mmg mira sgt3 rsau sbb tkut the same thing happen lg, nnt abes la hdung dye lg (~,~) Thank God sbb nothing bad happen.. Time nk patahkn kayu yg jauh lg tgi dr dye 2 lg la mira cuak, mmg x expect lgsg dye yg akn tendang.. Mmg perfect la, amazing sgt2, hebat sgt hOney mira ni, haha :p Ttb rase sgt excited n teringin sgt nk join bnde2 cm2.. Realy2 love it!! Lalalala~ And it's all bcoz of u :)

PS: Juz 1 thing, i want u to know how proud i am with u, hOney!

ReLeAsE tEnSiOn !!

Hmm..lately byk sket prob..sgt2 tension..tp xtaw nk luah cmane..at last,ade jgk la solution utk release tension ni sket..pe lg,join fmly makcik g 'maen air' la..lalala~BUKIT GAMBANG RESORT CITY..best la tmpt ni,ala2 sunway lagoon gitu..tp sbb da lame sgt x maen air so agak cuak la bile bdepan dgn mcm2 pmainan adventure kt ctu..sakit jgk tekak ni mjerit2 tp yg penting puas sbb dpt lpaskn rase geram sekuat hati..hahaha~ni la sdkt sbyk gmbr area ctu..ade PENGUIN ISLAND,6 LANE RACER,COCO BEACH,AQUAPLAY,GLACIER RIVER,JOURNEY OF ICE =)

You Don't Know...

There was a time
When I thought you were for me.
I saw no flaws in my choice
I guess I didn't see.

You didn't treat me nicely
Despite how I treated you.
I cared for you, I loved you
And that you even knew.

I kept telling myself
That you could change your ways.
But you proved me wrong
Every single day.

I didn't know what to do then,
My heart was already broken.
You broke my heart and you used it
Like some kind of game token.

You gained satisfaction
From other people's pain.
You never even cared for me
YOU DROVE ME INSANE!!!

I realize now that its impossible
To even be your friend.
There is no chance left for me,
Our relationship's at an end.

I can't believe I never saw it before.
What had blinded me?
Everyone knew this would happen
How come I couldn't see?

I guess I was overconfident
That this would work out fine.
I guess I was mistaken,
I had crossed the line.

Things will never be
The way that I dreamed them to be.
You don't treat anyone with respect
So why would you care for me?

You know you don't really know what you've got until you loose it. You don't know how bad you're going to feel when that special someone leaves or isn't around until they are really gone. You don't know how it feels to be lonely until you sleep by yourself for the first time in years. You really don't know what true love is until it gets ripped right out of your hands. You don't know what the word I LOVE YOU mean until the love of your life tell you about it on the day of your wedding day. So hold on to what you have because you never know when its going to be ripped right out of your hands...

Sakit (~,~)

Hmm..susa bile sakit2 ni..nk wt pape pn kne fkr byk kali..nk kne pakse diri mkn ubat lg..tension btul..nk stdy pn x larat..skt sgt smpai muka pn da pucat..sume sbb mkn nenas n cuka la ni..smpai kpale pn asek pening2 je..pdn muka kn,da taw xle mkn gatal2 sgt nk mkn jgk..teringin konon..i know spatutnye kne g check up,tp mls g klinik uia yg sengal 2..smpat kot tahan smpai cuti midsem nnt..xnk kne ambk drh utk blood test lg =( tkt kne tahan kt wad lg klw wt check up kt cni,so better tgu blk ktn la kot..klw msuk wad kt ktn,at least ade org nk tgk2 kn,fmly sume ade..risau tp mls fkr sgt..kdg2 nk bgn pn rase cm x larat..dugaan btul la..tp klw sakit2 ni dpt hapuskn dosa2 kecil kn?ade bgsnye jgk..cuma bdn da xlarat nk tanggung je la..hope cpat2 ok,slase nnt ade test criminal lg ni..huh..astaghfirullahalazim..batuk ni pn da maken menjadi2 sbb minum ais td..klw nk xlarat pn tgu la abes test daddy baha dlu..cuaknye..!!!

Rindu.....

Ttb rase sunyi n teringat..
Tp ntah dye ingt kte ke x..
Myb there's sumtin wrong..
Mrh lg kot..
Honey..
Im realy sory bout last nite..
U know what's inside my heart rite..?
But it's ok..
Juz take as much time as u need..
Im always here waitin 4 u..
Whenever u need sumone to talk to..
Take care taw..
L.O.L~

H.A.T.E

I dont think that passenger seat

Has ever looked this good to me

He tells me about his night

And I count the colours in his eyes...

He'll never fall in love

He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair

Im laughing coz I hope he's wrong

And I dont think it ever crossed his mind

He tells a joke, I fake a smile

That I know all his favourite songs...

And I could tell u

His favourite colour's green

He loves to argue

Born on the seventeenth

His sister's beautiful

He has his father's eyes

And if u ask me if I love him

I'd lie...

He looks around the room

Innocently overlooks the truth

Shouldnt a light go on

Doesnt he know that I've had him memorized for so long

And he sees everything black and white

Nvr let nobody see him cry

I dont let nobody see me wishin' he was mine...

He stands there, then walks away

My God, if I could only say

Im holding every breath for u...

He'd nvr tell u

But he can play guitar

I think he can see through everything but my heart

First thought when I wake up is

My God, he's beautiful

So I put on my make-up

And pray for a miracle...

All this time I was wasting

Hoping u would come around

I've been givin' out chances every time

And all u do is let me down

And it's taken me this long baby

But I figured u out

And u think it would be fine again

But not this time around...

U dont have to call anymore

I wont pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Dont wanna hurt anymore

And u can tell me that u'r sorry

But I dont believe u baby

Like I did before

U'r not sorry...

Looking so innocent

I might believe u if I didnt know

Could've loved u all my life

I f u hadnt left me waitin' in the cold

And u got to share ur secrets

And Im tired of being last to know

And now u'r askin' me to listen

Coz it's worked each time before...

U had me crawling for u honey

And it nvr would have gone away

U used to shine so bright

But I watched all of it fade...

Jealous!

Prsn ni familiar experience in human relationships..

Tpu la klw kate xpnah rase 2..

Sape2 yg pnah syg sum1 mst pnah rase pny la..
Mslhnye nnt kte frequently get out of control..

Btul x?

Kdg2 ni protective reaction..

Sbb fear of losing sum1 important or uncertainty psl relationship 2..

Hmmm.. Org slalu kate jeles 2 tandanye syg.. Btul ke? So dat means klw x jeles x syg la eh? Susa kn bile syg org ni? Nk cte lbh2 pn rase cm speechless la plak.. But honestly im realy2 jealous with the gurls around u hOney~ Even i know pe yg ade dlm ur heart.. Its not dat i dun trust u but dat feeling appeared automatically.. Im sory.. Arghhh.. Tension2! Knp kne ade prsn ni eh? Xsuke.. Somebody help me plzz.. (~,~)